Harrier =/= RX

I ought to be studying, but that was what I have been doing for the past few days; studying.
My time for studying in the Polytechnic is drawing to an end, so I might as well just mug like mad and hopefully try to pull my pathetic grades up a notch.

Time flies when you are having fun. Guess that is the only way to know if you truly are enjoying yourself.

Just yesterday, I was sitting here at the same coffeehouse, the same seat, same table and position, drinking the exact same drink. Somehow, everyday seems so routine, yet so refreshing. Maybe that is how you feel if you have nothing to worry about.

I need not worry for the food that I will be eating, or bills to pay, or even what clothes to wear. I feel so bliss, and that is what is making me feel all so great and happy.

But being well off has a price to pay; your friends look at you in a different eye. Its not like I grew rich overnight, I just became more obvious, that’s all.

Ever since I drove Holly to school, my friends, okay perhaps only one friend of mine, starting giving me the attitude that it is my fault that I have my own ride. I mean, I cannot help it if you feel this way.

And how come, all of a sudden, everyone is competing with monetary wealth? I thought we were just simple people?

We used to be a bunch of happy-go-lucky people, and now, we want angus b wallets for our birthdays, and competing who has more money than the other. Perhaps I am just being too sensitive; I just hope I am being too sensitive.

And speaking of Holly, she will be in the hospital for a couple of weeks more, which makes it a month of pain for the both of us.
Sigh, drive safely my brothers.

Just the other day, I was out with my brothers and in-laws, I felt that we really grew old together. Though throughout our lives in polytechnic, we gave much time to things of lesser importance, I felt that we really are a rare bunch.

Seriously, we are 20, and we own a car; not a mere Picanto or a red-plate GLX, but a nice sedan with 4 doors - the kind where people get when they work half a year and finally has some money to buy a car. These rides ain’t cheap.

Thou shalt speak no further.

Money aside, we all believe in the same stuff, walk through shit together, and soon, another major pile of crap lies in front of us; a road trip up Malaysia.

And to bring my best girl friend along or not; that is another question that I will have to answer another day. The cons outweigh the pros darling, and it is not that I intentionally do not want to bring you over, it is just very dangerous.

Over the years, Malaysia seems to be a very nasty place for couples to go up. Remember the case where this couple went up, and they got restrained by 4 men. They raped the girl in front of the boyfriend. Of course the boyfriend was restrained.

And cars being stolen, being robbed in broad daylight; it is just too dangerous to bring you up there darling. I wish not talk to you about this, because I do not even know how to say the word ’RAPE’ in front of you. The act itself is so full of sin and wrong, criminals who commit rape offenses should be barred for life or something.

But on the other hand, we are going on a cruise trip together! I am so happy and excited, I wish I could just screw the V day gift and go on that trip with you, but I am sure you would like your present very much!

Poker Face


I wanted to post this a very long time ago, but I did not have much time at hand, so since I am rather free today, I might as well do what suppose to be done a long time ago.

I spent so much time with my friends last year; all the people I want to spend with for the rest of my life. My classmates; Jeremy, Chester, Trey, Ming, Orgy and CHEOK, and the rest of the class as well, my brothers, Chow and Jul. And I made new friends from 2am. Speaking of which, I think I should go back down there soon, probably when Holly is back from her operation. Long lost friends like Geri, Winna, and Eelin.

And my dear darling, Eilania. Things change, and so did my thinking. After so many months with and without you, I realize that I need you. I miss you, and I longed for you, and that is why I came back running for you again. And I hope, with all my heart, that this time round, things will be so much better for you and I. And my baby, so far, things has been showing up for us right?
Oh, and by the way, I’m attached to Eilania. Cheers.

So much for friendship bonding, I made new friends too! Oh, I did mention up there huh. Friends from 2am, HELLO! Azrah, Janice, Derrick, James, Edrea and Karyn! Whee! I feel so friendly these days. Not to forget other friends I have made back there namely Amber.

Woah, there’s a whole new list of friends that I treasure, and I am so glad I made more friends!
But best of all, I am glad that at the end of the day, I still have one person to call dear, and one person to pull me by the ear and yell at me screaming, 'where’s my flowers?!'

Haha, my baby, I love you!

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Oh, and speaking of Holly, I do not think that I mentioned I had a car. My own car! Like, MY VERY OWN CAR!

Dad got me a nice ride for my birthday, and boy am I glad that I have it. This year, he has given me so many things that I treasure! My Iphone, a DSLR, and a lot of money! My mom got me a wallet and a nice watch that I love and I can bring for my kayaking expedition! Well, Natalie and I grew so much closer now that we share secrets and gossips every night, and Jade, that little rascal, is growing up so fast, she popped 9 teeth this till date. And Eilania, you’re family too; you gave me the first camera that started off my photo shooting hobby. You were my drive to move on to life, and slowly but surely, I found you and I appreciated you; it is because of you, that is why I grew.

Damn. My life is like, a dream for many people.

In the year 2008, I grew, and I loved, and I felt loved. Now that I have grown into a better man, I want to thank all those that I have met and grew up with and guided me. Everyone especially Eilania.

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Oh, now I realize why I am so free; I have completed my FYP, and I drank half a bottle of Portugese Port, feeling really good in my room, and the weather is nice, with Madonna, Lady Gaga and Britney singing for me. I feel really good.

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Have fun dear! =)

Run baby Run, Don't Ever Look Back

I know what i am to say will get me into alot of trouble, but i need to tell someone, and i hope you are reading it.

You might think i have not been thinking about you, or you have not been cared for. To be honest, i have thought about me almost every other day. Not the ‘missing you’ kind of thoghts, but more of the ‘how are you doing and i hope you are not screwing up your life’ kind of thoughts. But oh well, i had to be firm with my decision and live by it.

Endurance is just the begining of this long road. For others, it is merely a simple walk through the park; but for me, i think this walk is getting tiring, and its time to take out the weeds.

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Now, with my FYP project done, i can finally do some resting. But there is still the presentation i am still worried about. Though not as worried as the report writing, i think i still have to worry at least a tinny winny bit.

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Oh, bask in my glory. Most of the people i know have seen the awesomeness i possessed. Really, it is a magnificant feast for the eye; and my ego. =)

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I reformatted my computer, but somehow or rather, it seems rather ‘full’ in the memory. Like, it has not actually be reformatted. I doubt my laptop has so much information that almost the whole hard drive is kind of full. Oh well, i am not the computer expert here.

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Wow, looks like this entry has quite a fair bit of spaces inbetween. Oh, and i want to read a book. I need knowledge. My brain thrists.

Mr. HH

Oh man, this is just too awesome. Julian passed his driving! I am so happy for him. Thank god, and it is about time too. Oh, by the way, he driving the Big M. So ladies, gear up and draft behind him!

 

Recently, I have been out till late. My friends have cars for legs! How can I not go out with them aye? I mean, how many of your friends have cars of their own? It would be a norm if kids drive their dad’s car and all, but I tell you, my friends, they are damn lucky. They got themselves their own car.

 

Their own car! Damn.

 

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Anyway, time flies when you are having fun. And right now, I am in deep shit. My Final Year Project is starting to take its toll on my sleep. Countless hours and days I have spend trying to get stuff down right, and typing my fingers off.

 

So much work to do, with so little time. I must agree with Jemmy that our group, we have all the answers for the perfect project. But the word limit is just ridicules. 7000 words? Come on, we can do better than 7000 words.

 

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Jul and Geri are complaining about me not updating. I am sorry my friends, things are so, you know, awesome. =)

 

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Oh, that night was great Old Lady! Never actually went out with you before, and thank goodness we went out together! I hope you enjoyed yourself that night though we hardly went for the ORD celebration. Oh well, life sucks aye?

 

And the next time we go out, bring your roomy yah? It is time for her to meet Piah! =)

 

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To my awesome brother, love is in the air. Madam Heather and Holly is waiting for their photo shoot. Why cannot we just get the HOS and my DPE now man. Bloody hell. I need loads of finance.

 

And Big M:

 

CHANGE YOUR SOFA. PERIOD.

 

 Po: There is no price for awesomeness. 

Bask in My Glory

Christmas is round the corner!

 

And there is a perfectly good reason why I have not been writing in. I have too much to say; so much that I cannot share it with everyone right now. Only the selected few know, and damn, they are excited for me too.

 

All I can say is this: you wish you were me.

 

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Friends are friends. If you suddenly want to be my best friend, I tell you most honestly and most sincerely, FO.

 

Chow, Julian, and Geraldine, you will always have a special place in my heart, so no worries about you guys k?

 

You'll understand why I say this now.

 

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Christmas is round the corner! AGAIN!

 

Oh oh, my neighbor is epic. He is holding his wedding party down at UNDERGROUND!

 

Ah! And my parents are not willing to bring me in. Just you people wait, I’ll get entry in, you’ll see. Ha!

 

Anyway, GRATS ON MARRIAGE!!

 

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Oh damn, this must be the most horrible entry ever written.

 

=))

 

Spits.

 

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Oh, grats now that your exams are over.